A Bad Day

29/10/2020

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An entry from my journal. It's been a few months since I've been back here, but I'd been playing around with the idea for a while. Today I wanted to share an experience but not on Instagram because I didn't want to sound like a broken record. So putting it here for me, or whoever comes across this. (The photo above is a self-timer pic because I felt fat wearing that top with those low shorts, and I wanted to see if I looked fat. Ended up being too blurry to tell) 

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Shaking Off the Inner Fat Kid: The Mind Game of the Weight-loss Journey

23/02/2020

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Enjoy my hastily-made progress photos (Disclaimer: I’m flexing in all 3 pics 🤙🏽)

I've struggled with my appearance for as long as I can remember. I've compared myself to literally any girl I possibly could, basing my self-worth on my weight and waistline. I've wasted so many years disliking my body and myself, but I'm working on it.

In 2015 I reached a breaking point where I was tired of being so big and decided to take my diet and exercise more seriously. I did the research, tested what worked for me, and now ???(I'm bad at math) years later I'm the leanest and healthiest I've ever been. I've been managing to keep my self-esteem in check, but sometimes it just takes seeing a girl with a super nice body that I wish I had to start putting myself down for not looking like her.
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My Comeback Blogpost

19/02/2020

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I've been wanting to come back to this blog for a while now but I didn't know what to write about. My life has been (comfortably) uninteresting but I've had the urge to write SOMETHING for about a year now.

I know I wanted it to be of some sort of use to people. No more spewing shit about how "terrible" my life was at 20 years old— newsflash 2016 Sabina: your life wasn't over 25-yr-old you is doing just fine.
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